“Perhaps travel cannot prevent bigotry, but by demonstrating that all people cry, laugh, eat, worry, and die, it can introduce the idea that if we try and understand each other, we may even become friends.” - Maya Angelou

11/20/2011

A little more than 3 months. That’s how long I’ve been in Belgium and I can’t believe how fast it’s gone by. I love Belgium and everything about it. (well, I’m not a big fan of the cold haha) I’m not going to lie and say that it’s been all rainbows and butterflies because this has been the hardest 3 months of my life. There have been times when the thought of wanting to go home has crossed my mind but it’s only made me a stronger person because I don’t want to give up. The other day my friends at school told me that they don’t want me to go back and that they will me miss me so much. That made me realize how crazy I was for thinking that I couldn’t do this because I can. I believe in myself. I’m learning from my mistakes and how to be smarter and pay more attention to everything.
"Between you and every goal that you wish to achieve, there is a series of obstacles, and the bigger the goal, the bigger the obstacles. Your decision to be, have and do something out of the ordinary entails facing difficulties and challenges that are out of the ordinary as well. Sometimes your greatest asset is simply your ability to stay with it longer than anyone else."
~ Brian Tracy
At the beginning of November, I had the opportunity to stay a week in Paris. It was everything I’d dreamed of and more. Everything is so amazing there. There was one day when the weather was beautiful, so I took my book and went to the Eiffel Tower and laid down in the park. It was maybe the coolest thing I’d ever experienced. I also had the opportunity to go to Disney in Paris which made me feel like a little kid again and everything was already decorated for Christmas. It was magical.
As for the French, it’s so much better from then when I arrived but it’s far from perfect.  But I’m happy with my progress and I learn something new everyday. I’m starting to notice little by little that I’m starting to think in French. I have attempted to cook for my family which didn’t go that well…haha. I have also had a women show me her tattoo on her lower back of an eagle with the American flag. I always get asked the stereotypical questions about American which always makes me laugh. I have also inspired my friend at school to go on exchange and she wants to come to Florida!
Next weekend, I’m going to the ocean in France. Exams at my school start the 9th of December and continue up to winter break. I only have to take 2 exams so I’m going to have a lot of time off so I hope to be able to explore more of Belgium and maybe other countries and try not to die from the cold. 

10/31/2011

GOING TO PARIS. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

10/09/2011

being an exchange student

- is fantastic
- is meeting hundreds of wonderful people
 - is giving speeches and writing letters
 - is getting fat and, at times, being poor
 - is seeing a new country and experiencing new things
 - is being homesick and, at times, miserable
 - is getting tired
 - is being an ambassador
 - is personal growth

From my Florida outbound student handbook. Reading this now feels so different then when I read it before I left because I'm living it all.

10/01/2011

7 weeks

Holy crap. I've been in Belgium for 7 weeks. My mind is blown.

Since my last post I have been to Antwerp which was really pretty and I bought a big Belgian flag :) and I went kayaking with other exchange students which was a blast! My arms are really sore though haha.

French is getting better at least my understanding is. I think I can say that I understand much of what is going on around me and the conversations...most of the time haha.

I got my Belgian identification card so I feel pretty legit.

I love Belgium.

I don't do a lot in school but I try. It's hard to understand the teachers and sometime I just can't do some of the work cause I don't understand at all. But I have french class with like 12 year olds and I love it cause it's so much easier than with my class and the teacher is a sweetie. So I actually can do work and learn it that class.

I'm happy.

9/18/2011

School is great. I'm making a lot of friends. I don't understand what the teachers say but that's okay. 

A girl told me that everyone knows I'm the american and some ways that makes me feel really cool but then I feel so much pressure cause everyone's is always looking at me.

I've been invited to hang out after school with some girls and then another group of people invited me to go to the Fête de Wallonie which was so amazing and I had the best time ever.

French is still hard but I'm improving. I had my first dream in french and I understood most of it. :)

Belgium amazes me. My life amazes me. I amaze myself on how I'm doing this all without crumbling. 

Some days are amazing and some days I just want to scream but I just take things day by day.

As my host mom says "petit à petit"
School is great. I'm making a lot of friends. I don't understand what the teachers say but that's okay. 

A girl told me that everyone knows I'm the american and some ways that makes me feel really cool but then I feel so much pressure cause everyone's is always looking at me.

I've been invited to hang out after school with some girls and then another group of people invited me to go to the Fête de Wallonie which was so amazing and I had the best time ever.

French is still hard but I'm improving. I had my first dream in french and I understood most of it. :)

Belgium amazes me. My life amazes me. I amaze myself on how I'm doing this all without crumbling. 

Some days are amazing and some days I just want to scream but I just take things day by day.

As my host mom says "petit à petit"

9/11/2011

shopping is so much better here. I'm going to develop a shopping addiction which is not good cause i'm broke ahhhh